Holy crap.. I keep forgetting that I have a Livejournal and that I need to update it. <.< This is exactly what happened with my last Journal. I finally caught up with the times, and had high speed internet service installed for the house. The guy who came over to do the installation was really nice and respectful. I'm able to play Xbox Live, couldn't ask for anything else in the world. :D Now that I had to create a new profile for Live, all my previous achivements got wiped, so I'm starting over again.. and I already have 8,000 Gamerpoints in about a month, lmao. I'm gonna probably cancel FFXI soon, I don't play tat game anymore and I'm still getting charged 12 dollars a month for it,  just lost my interest in all the level grinding. My new addictions include Resident Evil 5 (Online Co-Op is the shit) and Fallout 3 (Yes, it's Oblivion with a new paint job/better story and guns but fun). I always need someone to play with on RE5, so hit me up. ^.^

[	Current Mood	|	crappy	]
[	Current Music	|	Blink 182- First Date	]

Noooooooooooo.... I have to work today, and as usual, I am still awake. Smashing! Because the time is currently 8 AM. <.< Anyway, I went out today to Bestbuy on a mission. Several weeks have went by and my TV has been collecting dust. A normal person at this point would have used Windex and a paper towel to clean their TV screen but hells no! I have expensive taste even though my income is lacking, my parents always tell me I should have been born into a rich family, wish this was true sometimes. lmao. As I was driving to Bestbuy I remembered Circuit City was going out of business, thus super deals were to be had. I stopped by there first since it was on teh way. My mind was set on buying some cheap PS3 games, right now my library is quite lacking. After the door automatically opened I looked out pats the crowd of people storming the store, noticing the whole back of the store was closed off with "caution" tape. I asked one of the employee's at the front of the store where did the video game section move to. He told me on the second day when they started with 10% off they sold them out, completely. T.T I lowered my head sadly and walked out of the store, empty handed and broken! On the way to Bestbuy I had to prevent tears from causing me to crash as I realized I missed my chance of a life time. ;_; I finally got to Bestbuy and found the same fat guy who sold me my TV weeks back. He was really friendly and asked me how my TV was doing. I think he was sort of nervous too, might of thought I had problems with it and came back to see him personally. He looked taken aback when I asked him I was gonna ask what was a good TV cleaner. Online they had slim pickings for cleaners, Falcon Safety liquid and another brand called Monster who are famous for cables. He told me all the TV's in the store are cleaned with the Monster solution and pointed to the rack of them. I smiled and shook his hand, saying thank you very much. This ended up being the only cleaner they actually had in the store. lol. But.. after I got it and went to look at the anime aisle I went to look again and saw him walking back after helping a customer. I didn't want to seem like I didn't trust him (Woulda looked bad by walking back to that section again after getting his approval and shaking hands, ect) so I asked after showing him the back of the instructions what would be a good way to clean the TV, like what direction should I motion when rubbing against it. He then proceeded to show me how with an invisible gesture, I almost cracked up in the middle of the store. Making this short, I left and on the way home decided to stop by Gamestop to see if I could find a cheap PS3 game to play. Ended up getting Far Cry 2 for 40 bucks and I gotta say, the action is great, graphics would be more superb if they didn't cop out and take longer to port the game from PC and 360 better.. basically the PS3 version is a cheap conversion from the rest. Xbox360 can run the game on 1080p whilst on PS3 it does 720p only. *big sigh* When you transition the camera around you'll see frame cuts across the screen, it can get very annoying... Grrrr.. I can't believe I wasted me 40 bucks on this shit.. T.T I really need an RPG to kill my time, but the PS3 has no fucking RPG's whatsoever.. well.. GOOD ONES! Enchanted Arms blows cock. Eternal Sonata looks good but at the moment I can't afford it.

[	Current Mood	|	frustrated	]
[	Current Music	|	A*Teens- Can't help falling in love	]

Must see Megazone 23.
Must buy Liquid Gravel Vac for my aquarium.
Must update my mood images for Livejournal.
Must work out to lose weight.
Must pick up paycheck on Friday.
Must get some sleep!!!

[	Current Mood	|	tired	]
[	Current Music	|	Shaggy- Angel	]

I just started playing Metal Gear Solid 4 again recently and after I'm done this will end up being my 5th time completing the game. I always watch the cut scenes even though I've seen them all 4 times to count they never get old, they're so artistically done I don't mind watching them even up to 100 times. I think I'd rather be a Metal Gear Solid fan boy than your typical mindless Halo fan who thinks gunning enemies down is everything. You can't even compare the storyline of MGS to Halo, there's so much more complexity and things going on you'll have to play 2-3 times to finally grasp what they truly mean or why one person acted the way they did. The characters are more realistic than Halo, you can feel close to them and develop a bond. I like sneaking around and getting into gun fights when I really have to, instead of mowing down anything moving with a generic laser rifle. Right now I'm working on getting the Solar Gun so I have a new toy to play with on enemies. I just got the musket not too long ago, that thing is a blast to play with. 1 out of 3 chances you shoot it outside where there's a wide open space a kamikaze wind will pick up, and toss your enemies into the air where they'll go flying across the whole map. X3

Policenauts was another game that came out from Kojima but never got ported to the United States. It is in no way similar to MGS in anyway except Meryl is in it, making it her first video game appearance. Her hair looked really crappy though, almost like an afro compared to how it looks in the MGS series. In Policenauts you point and click on things or people and gather information to progress the storyline. As with all of Kojima's games the story in Policenauts is very deep, with multiple twists and turns. Too bad it never came out to the United States, but there's a website currently translating all the Japanese text in the game into english. :3 Can't fucking wait until that comes out! I'm probably going to play the hell out of it MGS, lol. Since the team working on the patch is very small, the audio in the game which is Japanese will stay the same. I'd hate to hear one of the programmers attempt to do Jonathan's voice and then fail epicly. I want to try voice acting for a video game though, just to see how I would do. :3 I just know you need a very expensive studio to help sync your voice better, a microphone and headset won't get it done. *cries*

Snatcher was released before Policenauts, coming out for the Sega CD in the US. Great game to play and very easy to do so for free if you're smart and use the internet correctly. *cough rom & emulator cough* But that might be illegal so I'm not endorsing it by any means nor do I do it... <.<

(Run spell check tomorrow. Too fucking tired at the moment, being 7 AM and all with no sleep yet.)

[	Current Mood	|	bouncy	]
[	Current Music	|	Hoobastank- The Reason	]

I gotta say I'm addicted to listening to my Ipod. Most of the day, that's what I am doing, just listening to it as I surf the web, go to the bathroom, take a shower, go outside! And no, I'm not listening to much music at all, what's got me hooked are podcasts, especially free ones because I'm a cheap bastard and cannot afford subscriptions! Lex & Terry is a hilarious show that I've been listening to for about 2 or so years now. I admit I should be changing up my selection, usually I listen to the same airings I've heard before, mostly I'm too lazy to go online and download them and sync my Ipod up! B-butttt... doesn't matter! I'm a very boring person who hates change. Whenever an event occurs that changes my life I always hate it. I'm the type of person who likes things staying the way they are, always looking back to the past than the future. To be honest at this point in my life I don't know really where to go, seems like I'm stuck in a constant repetitive loop. I have to go back to college, but college isn't fun. If you consider drinking beer and smoking pot fun than count me out, I'm too old for that shit. Life is more than getting drunk and high, when you're younger you can't see past that and don't care. You just do it because a majority of your friends do and want to fit in with the crowd.. same with alcohol, pre 21 years old. I want to remain a kid at heart (no drugs or alcohol, thanks, anime & video games & manga I'll take ^_^) but grow out and find a job that will keep me going for the rest of my life. Maybe I'll follow what my parents became and do that.. or finish off my EMT license then go for becoming a Paramedic. Anyway, I spoke with Del today and we were talking about what we have been up to. Funny how even in 6 years we haven't gotten that far from where we were originally. He told me right now he's a cook for McDonald's, 4 years ago he was in the same position but instead he worked the drive through, haha. XD So he's basically back stuck again with a crappy job, mine isn't the best but at least I'm not at a fast food place. I can take old people and screaming kids over flipping burgers and french fries and burning yourself accidentally, or having this pimple faced guy who looks like his balls still haven't dropped yet barking orders at you. It's probably different from where Del and I live (hopefully for his sake) but down here a majority of fast food joints have Haitian's running the places. I don't want to sound like a racist but a majority of them are dirty and rude. Having to work with them and being the only white employee would probably suck. Errmmm... actually, now that I think about it I'm that same position now but meh it's cool, I can turn ghetto at the blink of an instant when the time arises. I get to see a lot of asses jiggling up and down when I'm bored too, that always makes me smile.. Big black booty! O_O I work tomorrow, hopefully I can get up early enough to take a full shower, not just dose my hair with water and shampoo then scrub and rinse off quickly while I'm wearing a shirt and boxers. This morning when I did that I ended up getting the front of my boxers soaked with water, looked like I wet myself. Luckily I had my uniform warming up in the dryer to counter the coldness! *thumps up* Muaahahaha!

Rant finished. :3

[	Current Mood	|	giggly	]
[	Current Music	|	Lifehouse- Hanging by a Moment	]

Whenever you go to your local grocery store and find an aisle to check out you might think the cashier working at that lane has the easiest job in the world, but in actuality it's not true. <.< I work cashier and I have to say it's not what I expected at all. The hours suck, sometimes you'll end up working 40 hours a week and then the following week you'll be lucky to get 17 hours. The general public can be real assholes too. They'll complain to you about the price of items, this goes twice fold with old people who I've actually seen eating the grapes or other fruits in premade bags that have an opening at the top. I have no idea why they have these bags opened at the top.. seems like they should be closed so no old persons dead skin can fall into the bag and contaminate whatever is in side. Another thing I hate about cashier is how when you're giving the money to an elderly couple they will leave the cart in the lane, and look through the recipe to make sure you've given them the correct amount back and charged the right items. I can see if you move the cart out of the way and check but come on.. you have a huge ass line usually. And if they're not an old person they will just stare at you when your register is open and you're getting their cash ready. Young women will do this to me and I try to hold back from blushing if they're really hot. I can't help it! Especially for a person in my position. I don't know if they stare because of how I look (Dead sexeh! =.=) Or they just don't trust me, lmao. Well.. for me I'd say I always have a big line behind my register. Becauseeeee.. they love sticking me on the express lane. No, I can't be comfortable at a regular lane and read a small magazine at the register waiting for guests.. shit where I work you can't even stand at the register for more than, like, 5 seconds before they want you to move and check the aisles to make sure everything is in order and not trashy. I don't mind doing this for regular lanes because usually my friend is working (This guy is obsessed with making money, he has two jobs) there and we can talk as we're organizing crap. So yeah, hours suck, working with the general public sucks balls too. I never before I had a job like this thought there was so many assholes out there. Oh my god, at work I was talking to this hispandex women about how recently when I was cashier and I was closed for the night, had my light off and everything, counting and organizing meh doe, I had a poor old women with 5 items come to my lane and ask me if I was closed. I told her I was and I could take her because I was done organizing and ready to leave. So I rang her up for the items she had and as she was paying this other woman... I will call her a BITCH because that's what she is... a big bitch! >.< She went into the lane when the light on my register has been off for about 10 mins now and asked me to take her. I said I couldn't, I only rang the woman currently at my register because she had so few items. Well she was ranting on telling me how much of an asshole I was, and that the old woman I was checking out shouldn't be allowed to go on a lane with the light off when she was asking for the same damn favor.. mind you she had about 20 items too. Ughhhh. It was so fucking funny too, she made a huge scene about it and was shouting and asking for my manager. As I was walking away from my register, happily ignoring her, she put all her shit down on my counter and told me she's not leaving until I checked her out. I waved with one hand and then turned my back again, walking away from her ass. After I was done punching out and about to leave the store for good that night I saw her at customer service asking what was my name and where I lived.. lmao, the guy I knew working there told her he can tell her his name but not mine, that's against the store policy. I'm traumatized this woman one of these days is going to come to the store when I'm working at night and try to find me.. then she'll be like "I never realized how sexy you were.. I take everything back..." and we'll start making out right on top of the register. yeah.. that'll be sweet. She was in her late 20's but I am willing to sacrifice even though she's gonna have wrinkles soon. That's just what type of person I am. That guy I was talking about originally in my blog wants me to go out clubbing with him. I can't see myself going to a club to pick up chicks, even though this guy swears he'll find me a hot girl. I'm just not into that stuff, really.. dunno why. I guess my personality is nerdy-like. He's always asking me when are we going clubbing.. lmao.

[	Current Mood	|	sleepy	]
[	Current Music	|	Lou Bega- I Got a Girl	]

Here's a quick post before bed on some cool quotes from Metal Gear Solid 4, the best game so far on the PS3, and a series I hold close to my heart ever since I was a child. It's 6:30 AM and I'm still awake, I also work today too.. I'm screwed! (Not that way yet... sadface.)


Big Boss: [to Snake] If you had been in my place back then, maybe you wouldn't have made the same mistakes I did. Ever since the day I killed The Boss with my own hands, I... was already dead.

Big Boss: Boss... you were right. It's not about changing the world. It's about doing our best to leave the world... the way it is. It's about respecting the will of others, and believing in your own.

Solid Snake: I'm no hero. Never was. I'm just an old killer, hired to do some wetwork.

Big Boss: [to Solid Snake] I never thought of you as a son, but I always respected you as a soldier... and as a man.

Solid Snake:  I'm a shadow that no light can find, follow me and you'll never see the day.

Otacon: You're the toughest, craziest, most hardcore badass I've ever seen! You're... the shit!